Why must Alcohol every time??

I angry !!!
I hate !!!
I disapointed !!!
I embarrassed !!!

With My Friends at here...

now, I'm feel so confused..Tired of..
"My life felt empty !!!"

What can i do at here??? I don't like this situation !!!


ALCOHOL ???
Why u can make my friends comfortable with u??
Every day always use n consume u..

Are u delicious??tasty??

FUCK !!!!!!!!!

I want give a message for my friends :

" Sorry if I'm go avoid you " 'n " Enjoy ur life "

I'm not comfortable with u again cz I'm like freedom 'n I'm won't wasting time..

" Life is a choice "

and

" It's my choice "